Skimming through the giant wall of gibberish the crux seems to be about feeling depressed after a series of one night stands that the author apparently thought would be longer term relationships.
I would suggest that if this has become a regular occurrence for the author it suggests there’s a problem with their approach to dating. Maybe don’t go looking for long term relationships at bars and clubs, or hookup focused “dating” apps.
I mean I’m sure that’s what their leader told him to say, and by their leader I mean Putin. It’s basically the worst kept secret at this point that Hungary isn’t actually its own country anymore but a Russian territory.