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Cake day: July 14th, 2023

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  • Honestly I don’t know, I give up on life time ago, then this last year I start “living” again by having a daily activies and job. But I deal with this like someone dead inside, I don’t feel any joy. I am not even looking for a goal. I see nothing in other people, I interact with then know that i get forget as soon the day end. I am just too scared to kill myself.










  • I was more curious at beginning, then I become addicted to MMOs so gaming become focused, while playing casual other games as break from MMOs. Fortunately I defeat my addiction but now I lost interest in gaming, I see many titles but I don’t see any point to play. I remember playing for sharing fun was my deal, PlayStation one with friends then MMOs with guilds and virtual friends. But addiction kicks hard with the needs to grind and grind, to like give at this friends a golden guild-hall, but at what cost? Real life where anything as grow, only misery.









  • banana_meccanica@feddit.ittoAsk Lemmy@lemmy.worldHow do you think/imagine?
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    9 months ago
    1. Same as you, plus inquinate the planet.
    2. Will be great not going sleep alone, but actually as number 1 I think about how much costs to maintain a family or even a wife.
    3. Love is easy, but relations need more that this to go on.
    4. I don’t believe in happiness.
    5. Job is need it for number 1 and 2, that’s all, I don’t believe in someone who works without this priorities.